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Tapes released on Wide Eyed Noise Records
Vinyl self-released (coming soon)

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released June 20, 2016

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Nat Pierce at Cats n Jammers in Merrimac, MA

Guest vocals on Disillusion from Lily Owens of Goolagoon

Guitar - Logan Miller
Bass - Laz Canny
Drums - Pat Coughlin
Vocals - Jeremy Cunningham

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Track Name: Ghost
Constant reminder of the past
A living ghost
Familiar figure
They look at me
Only see your face

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Nothing Can Console Me
No flowers
No eulogies
No friends
Just empty rooms
Feel it out
Hear me out
Watch it all fade away

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Abandon Memory
Wasted moments
Pastel blur
Don’t raise a stone
Stainless past
Left no shine
Don’t raise a stone
No memory

Music: Logan and Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Disillusion
Exploited
Subordinate
Blood runs underneath
Never to be seen

Disassemble
Finer parts
Discordant thoughts
Painful dissonance
Return to the soil
Give back what you took

Eyes forced open to all that is rotten
Growing nauseous from the constant repetition
Visceral reaction
Deep-seated disgust
Who’s there left to run to
Fucking no one

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Outlands
Music: Logan
Track Name: Guilty Conscience
Wasting life
All at once
Spread it thin
All the way down
Letting go
All at once
No control
All the way down

Bound to your shame
No escape
Meet your end
Your debt won’t be repaid
This blood is on your hands

Words unravel
Undoing prose
Spinning thread
Promises broken
Moments fragile decay like all
Draining innocence
Wilting virtue

Wide eyed
Can’t look away
Can’t unlearn
Can’t unsee
Distant answer
Hazy collage
Stone tongue
Strange thoughts

You’re so far from any light
Your time has come
Pay the price
This is where you will come
When there’s nowhere left to run

When the tracks start ringing
Will you stay in place?

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Malignant
Cankerous existence
Spreading ignorance
Selfish ideals
Self-serving glutton
Careless brutality

Your kind are a burden to the world

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Lilac City
Feelings of home swift and unwilling
Fade like dreams in the waking hour
Nostalgia replaced with disillusion
Resentment for those I once called friend

See my life through new eyes
Place I once loved I have grown to despise
No home to me

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Fairweather
Old friend doesn’t mean a thing
Can’t bring myself to feel sorry
You left us all alone
What did you expect to come home to

Now you’re left with no one
And just yourself to blame
I always knew you’d hate me
You should have seen it coming

Avoiding all attempts to make amends
I’ll leave this bridge in disrepair

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Dreamer
You are the leash around my neck
Gutted on the floor for all to see
Intoxicated by negligence
Unrequited natural state

Outsider / I’m so cold
Diseased pet / Put me down

Moon and sun just an empty exchange
No desire devoid of lust
Put your foot to the back of my head
Leave me just an empty husk

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Heretical Transgression
Music: Logan and Jeremy
Track Name: Return
Resist
It persists
This desolation won’t desist
Temporary relief
Impending return to grief

Tension building
Wait for release
Always losing
Recurring ache
Begging pleading
Searching for peace
Wait for release
Wait for nothing
Like coming home, sadness waits

It follows, always
It follows to the grave

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Forced Dependence
See the hand that reaches
Desperate for aid
Built to fail
Crooked cycle
System of forces invisible to you
A world made for your kind
We are complicit in this

Sallow skin stretched over bones
Concrete beds
Empty homes
Building towers monuments to greed
Careless killing in exchange for a life of luxury

Consume
Deny
Impact
Decline

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Property
No compassion
No opinion
Keep the peace
Fucking useless

All they see is power
They have everything to lose
They will never fix the suffering they cause

They won’t listen
Make them listen
Burn it down
Make them listen
Burn

Music: Jeremy
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Drain
When your thoughts come back
Sharp and percussive
Waves of cold give way to numb
Skull to concrete
Bleeding and concussed
You’re waiting for feeling to come

Reigning in your motivation
Draining from your lips
Grossly distorted reflection
Counting the lost days
Begging for an endless slumber
Mind is wearing down
Silent wishing for perfection
Cutting to the bone

Sickly sweet / Fall
Dripping sleep / Loose grip

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy
Track Name: Drear
Dream I stole
Unimagined
Carved in wood
Intertwined

Black water
Swelling tide
Dragged down
In the depths
Black water
Keep me down
Swallowed whole
Sink into the sound

Dream you had
Sealed fate
Immured for life
Intertwined

Music: Logan
Lyrics: Jeremy