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1.
Ghost 01:40
Constant reminder of the past A living ghost Familiar figure They look at me Only see your face
2.
No flowers No eulogies No friends Just empty rooms Feel it out Hear me out Watch it all fade away
3.
Wasted moments Pastel blur Don’t raise a stone Stainless past Left no shine Don’t raise a stone No memory
4.
Disillusion 01:15
Exploited Subordinate Blood runs underneath Never to be seen Disassemble Finer parts Discordant thoughts Painful dissonance Return to the soil Give back what you took Eyes forced open to all that is rotten Growing nauseous from the constant repetition Visceral reaction Deep-seated disgust Who’s there left to run to Fucking no one
5.
Outlands 01:04
6.
Wasting life All at once Spread it thin All the way down Letting go All at once No control All the way down Bound to your shame No escape Meet your end Your debt won’t be repaid This blood is on your hands Words unravel Undoing prose Spinning thread Promises broken Moments fragile decay like all Draining innocence Wilting virtue Wide eyed Can’t look away Can’t unlearn Can’t unsee Distant answer Hazy collage Stone tongue Strange thoughts You’re so far from any light Your time has come Pay the price This is where you will come When there’s nowhere left to run When the tracks start ringing Will you stay in place?
7.
Malignant 00:28
Cankerous existence Spreading ignorance Selfish ideals Self-serving glutton Careless brutality Your kind are a burden to the world
8.
Lilac City 01:00
Feelings of home swift and unwilling Fade like dreams in the waking hour Nostalgia replaced with disillusion Resentment for those I once called friend See my life through new eyes Place I once loved I have grown to despise No home to me
9.
Fairweather 01:20
Old friend doesn’t mean a thing Can’t bring myself to feel sorry You left us all alone What did you expect to come home to Now you’re left with no one And just yourself to blame I always knew you’d hate me You should have seen it coming Avoiding all attempts to make amends I’ll leave this bridge in disrepair
10.
Dreamer 01:33
You are the leash around my neck Gutted on the floor for all to see Intoxicated by negligence Unrequited natural state Outsider / I’m so cold Diseased pet / Put me down Moon and sun just an empty exchange No desire devoid of lust Put your foot to the back of my head Leave me just an empty husk
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Return 01:52
Resist It persists This desolation won’t desist Temporary relief Impending return to grief Tension building Wait for release Always losing Recurring ache Begging pleading Searching for peace Wait for release Wait for nothing Like coming home, sadness waits It follows, always It follows to the grave
13.
See the hand that reaches Desperate for aid Built to fail Crooked cycle System of forces invisible to you A world made for your kind We are complicit in this Sallow skin stretched over bones Concrete beds Empty homes Building towers monuments to greed Careless killing in exchange for a life of luxury Consume Deny Impact Decline
14.
Property 01:00
No compassion No opinion Keep the peace Fucking useless All they see is power They have everything to lose They will never fix the suffering they cause They won’t listen Make them listen Burn it down Make them listen Burn
15.
Drain 01:04
When your thoughts come back Sharp and percussive Waves of cold give way to numb Skull to concrete Bleeding and concussed You’re waiting for feeling to come Reigning in your motivation Draining from your lips Grossly distorted reflection Counting the lost days Begging for an endless slumber Mind is wearing down Silent wishing for perfection Cutting to the bone Sickly sweet / Fall Dripping sleep / Loose grip
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Drear 05:53
Dream I stole Unimagined Carved in wood Intertwined Black water Swelling tide Dragged down In the depths Black water Keep me down Swallowed whole Sink into the sound Dream you had Sealed fate Immured for life Intertwined

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released June 20, 2016

engineered, mixed, and mastered by nat pierce

guest vocals on disillusion by lily owens

guitar - logan
bass - laz
drums - pat
vocals - jeremy

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