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Ghost
01:40
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Constant reminder of the past
A living ghost
Familiar figure
They look at me
Only see your face
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2. |
Nothing Can Console Me
00:15
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No flowers
No eulogies
No friends
Just empty rooms
Feel it out
Hear me out
Watch it all fade away
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3. |
Abandon Memory
00:21
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Wasted moments
Pastel blur
Don’t raise a stone
Stainless past
Left no shine
Don’t raise a stone
No memory
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4. |
Disillusion
01:15
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Exploited
Subordinate
Blood runs underneath
Never to be seen
Disassemble
Finer parts
Discordant thoughts
Painful dissonance
Return to the soil
Give back what you took
Eyes forced open to all that is rotten
Growing nauseous from the constant repetition
Visceral reaction
Deep-seated disgust
Who’s there left to run to
Fucking no one
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5. |
Outlands
01:04
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6. |
Guilty Conscience
02:37
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Wasting life
All at once
Spread it thin
All the way down
Letting go
All at once
No control
All the way down
Bound to your shame
No escape
Meet your end
Your debt won’t be repaid
This blood is on your hands
Words unravel
Undoing prose
Spinning thread
Promises broken
Moments fragile decay like all
Draining innocence
Wilting virtue
Wide eyed
Can’t look away
Can’t unlearn
Can’t unsee
Distant answer
Hazy collage
Stone tongue
Strange thoughts
You’re so far from any light
Your time has come
Pay the price
This is where you will come
When there’s nowhere left to run
When the tracks start ringing
Will you stay in place?
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7. |
Malignant
00:28
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Cankerous existence
Spreading ignorance
Selfish ideals
Self-serving glutton
Careless brutality
Your kind are a burden to the world
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8. |
Lilac City
01:00
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Feelings of home swift and unwilling
Fade like dreams in the waking hour
Nostalgia replaced with disillusion
Resentment for those I once called friend
See my life through new eyes
Place I once loved I have grown to despise
No home to me
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9. |
Fairweather
01:20
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Old friend doesn’t mean a thing
Can’t bring myself to feel sorry
You left us all alone
What did you expect to come home to
Now you’re left with no one
And just yourself to blame
I always knew you’d hate me
You should have seen it coming
Avoiding all attempts to make amends
I’ll leave this bridge in disrepair
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10. |
Dreamer
01:33
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You are the leash around my neck
Gutted on the floor for all to see
Intoxicated by negligence
Unrequited natural state
Outsider / I’m so cold
Diseased pet / Put me down
Moon and sun just an empty exchange
No desire devoid of lust
Put your foot to the back of my head
Leave me just an empty husk
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11. |
Heretical Transgression
02:40
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12. |
Return
01:52
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Resist
It persists
This desolation won’t desist
Temporary relief
Impending return to grief
Tension building
Wait for release
Always losing
Recurring ache
Begging pleading
Searching for peace
Wait for release
Wait for nothing
Like coming home, sadness waits
It follows, always
It follows to the grave
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13. |
Forced Dependence
02:32
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See the hand that reaches
Desperate for aid
Built to fail
Crooked cycle
System of forces invisible to you
A world made for your kind
We are complicit in this
Sallow skin stretched over bones
Concrete beds
Empty homes
Building towers monuments to greed
Careless killing in exchange for a life of luxury
Consume
Deny
Impact
Decline
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14. |
Property
01:00
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No compassion
No opinion
Keep the peace
Fucking useless
All they see is power
They have everything to lose
They will never fix the suffering they cause
They won’t listen
Make them listen
Burn it down
Make them listen
Burn
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15. |
Drain
01:04
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When your thoughts come back
Sharp and percussive
Waves of cold give way to numb
Skull to concrete
Bleeding and concussed
You’re waiting for feeling to come
Reigning in your motivation
Draining from your lips
Grossly distorted reflection
Counting the lost days
Begging for an endless slumber
Mind is wearing down
Silent wishing for perfection
Cutting to the bone
Sickly sweet / Fall
Dripping sleep / Loose grip
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16. |
Drear
05:53
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Dream I stole
Unimagined
Carved in wood
Intertwined
Black water
Swelling tide
Dragged down
In the depths
Black water
Keep me down
Swallowed whole
Sink into the sound
Dream you had
Sealed fate
Immured for life
Intertwined
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